No I don’t like to dress smart because it doesn’t have a part in the world that it should, but some people are there to put me down.
I’m sick of the frowns that follow me around, yeah I would like a smile to come around sometimes.
I’m sick of the things that break me, sitting here smoking with a cold alcoholic beverage. Sick of thinking about the What ifsor What might have beens.
Maybe there’s a reason why things turn up the way it should. I want to believe that everything happens for a reason.
To LOVE is to sacrifice oneself.
I still want to watch Breaking Bad with YOU.
Things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do,
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew,
That someday it would lead me back to you.
She’s, Magnificent, Interesting, Amazing, Astounding, Enthralling, a burning sensation that would melt any man’s hearts if they came too close.
She’s a real catch, a woman, a vixen, with a kind heart, thoughtful with a touch of rebellious acts.
She has this certain allure to her, She can have any man she choose. But, She chose a certain good for nothing boy who’s never even come close to manhood, an immature dick, who is a lazy ass, stupid ass, fuck ass, and ugly ass.
WORTHLESS, should be the polite term for him.
Women, should never settle for less.
They are better of with someone who makes them feel important, wanted, special, and loved.
NOT like me, I’m a deadbeat.
Yes, I love her… but I’m just dead weight to her and I am just dragging her down.
Another one of those days, where I just want to lie down and not do anything.
Have you ever felt that You’re so fucking worthless?
I do, everyday.
Everyday, I try to convince myself that I’m made for something more, something glorious and epic. I do things that concern my skills, my so called passion. I paint, drew stuff. I played music. I pursued the arts.
Now, it seems that I can’t feel that certain degree of “DRIVE” anymore. I can’t feel the satisfaction in the things I do and love anymore.
I’m stuck in a rut.
I guess, I’m not as good as I thought I was.